my head hurts when I type on here now I'll post what Ive been working on for a week just a note first though I DO NOT HAVE: a word softwere, an art softwhere, or IM on here ATM so contacting me will be slow, updates will be slow, journal updates will be slow, BUT I'M NOT DEAD YET!

My da journal
Change is blooming and there is a thank you due

NOTE: ATM I DO NOT HAVE WORD OR SPELL CHECK SO PLEASE IGNORE THE REALLY BAD SPELLING


Art: I'm going to keep working on pages of fragment HOWEVER inking it is on hold it seems manga studio doesn't work on my new laptop..great...at the moment I don't have ANYTHING on here no MS (never going to happen) no PSP 6 or 10 (I hope I can get one or the other on here) so I'll see what I can do

Life: going very well my DIYness is lowering to a "a project here a project there" I have a Tshirt pncho thing to make and a plushie to finish yay ricky plushie 2.0 I figured out what college I'm going to and such so everything with that is well the only bad thing is I have no IM atm so blah about that and I finally got the manga artist acadmy how to book so yays oh and I'm takin a trip to NYC soon



Other: I finished now I know and am going to read another book soon and Ive been having wierd dreams like last night had something to do with me escaping detention with some classmates..and theres been wierder Me and the Narnia kids in this weird land trying to find where we were and bouncing in a bouncy castle and I yelled at Susan
Code geass Ofjhfjksdksdh! C.C electrocuted lealuch to get his memory of geass back and they were in a cave hiding from people and such it was Epic!!! AND IN CODE GEASS STYLE THE WHOLE TIME

Something about Tarzan and Jane

Something with yami bakura and another with lealuch!!!

Garra was transforming and I (along with sakura) was trying to stop him and he flung me outside when I got back in naruto was shocked and Garaa was trying to control himself I then walked over to him and said “I’ll be there for you no matter what” he then said “unless it goes against your morals” in a dismal kind of way I then grabbed his hand and we went upstairs (we were in a house) I then flung off my shirt and threw him on the bed where it got steamy (I still had undergarments and pants on and he still had pants on the whole time) and we kissed and he had no idea what to do so I pinned his arms down as such after we came up for air he stared at me shocked never been loved or any of that before I then got off him he left the room and I ate a dounut covered in pink frosting I then cleaned the crumbs off the bed

yeah that wierd but other then that nothing to bad in other. I need IM so so much though and some sort of art program soon or I will lose my mind!

(this is NOT apart of other think of this as its own entry)
This is a big big thank you too she asked in a LJ "Why do they come to me, someone they don't even know, and in most cases - haven't ever talked to before?" the reason is becuse you cin, put so much of your life probloms and story out on the web that so many people feel that they can relate to you the tank you is for her one LJ journal intitled dead here: [link] after the two paragraphs about her home probloms is when after I finished I went "wow...shes a real insperation....." after she said she went though her folders I did the same in fact I took it one step further and cleaned out my whole hard drive of my old dell and start a new on my new laptop. She also helped me relized that I shouldn't be complaining about the stuff that I'm. there are worse off then me and I should be more aware but sadly I'm not and its almost sick. " Officialy, I've closed that chapter of my life, now. And so can now try harder on my present, and my future as the new me.
I like the new-" that is part of the awe about it I want to be like that I want to close a chapter in my life but its hard when theres something keeping me from closing that chapter I guess its hard to close a chapter on your life when you don't have...something...a spirital awaking of sorts she changed I hope I can as well and soon.
And I thank her for getting me into the band Kalafina

so to that I leave you till I can udate without my head hurting or dizzy spells
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owes me a pic of my char (family portrait style)
owes me a tutorial
owes me a tutorial as well
owes me a pic of Ricky